Wednesday, September 07, 2005

温暖我的被子。。。

在“走过岁月的歌”演唱会上,万芳说小时候心情不好时就会蹲在地上,双手抱膝,就会感觉被人安慰的感觉。

从小到大,每当遇到挫折,难过的事时,我会倒头大睡,睡觉的时候肯定会将被子盖到肩膀部位。仿佛有人在拥抱我,给我安慰。就不会那么难过。那个时候总是觉得没人了解我,关心我。可能从那时开始,我就习惯跟玩具说话。我的bear bear的双手曾被我的泪水给弄湿了。小时候觉得那个目前在旧家的Bear bear比我父母更疼我,更愿意听我哭诉。

一直以来,不管有没有冷气,我还是习惯盖被子睡觉。一天没有被子就好象保护层被夺去似的,会缺乏安全感。

今天本小姐被激怒!气到怒发冲冠!觉得对方很过分!竟然把我当助理!岂有此理!

气得上气不接下气!突然觉得手脚气得发冷。。。饥肠辘辘。。。于是在钢琴课之前到FOOD COURT叫了一碗泡菜炒饭及热腾腾的酸辣汤。果然在暖胃的同时也温暖我几乎冰冻的心。

之后的钢琴课更让我的心情更为平和。有人说,“你嫌钱多啊?装有气质啊!这把年纪还去学钢琴?”

关你屁事啊!你帮我付钢琴的学费吗?古典钢琴课给我的满足感是永久的。

最近老师告诉我有一位30多岁的男子为了在自己的婚礼上弹奏未婚妻最爱的古典音乐作品CANON才到她那儿学钢琴。他限定自己在3个月内学会弹奏这首乐曲。诚意足以让你我感动吧。

我学钢琴不为了谁,那是我小时候的梦想。

气消了。。。可以冲浪了。

6 comments:

DJ Kevin said...

i have a pillow..
i use it when i was young..
i still have it..
its smelly but i cannot sleep without it.. hehhe

Elise said...

Hi Yongmei-jiejie,

On the part of your blog entry about the piano lessons you are taking, it really feels good to be able to fulfil your own childhood dream of playing the piano. I love the piano since young too, and I'm still learning to play it on my own. :P Cheers! =)

PS: Love to listen to your radio programmes. Always learnt something out of your programmes! :)

叶咏梅 said...

it's good that you r learning it on your own elise! u r playing fur elise? haha....

piano needs practice and more practice in order to master that. interest motivates you and keeps you going! jia you!

Elise said...

hehe. fur elise... love that piece of music :P

other than that, I'm learning how to play "tong hua" by guang liang... the few pieces i could play so far will be the easy version of "forbidden love" (the theme from "love 2000", the j-drama that was shown on channel 8 some years back... haha!), "C Major Prelude 1"from "The Well Tempered Clavier" by J.S. Bach and a little bit of the "pachelbel's canon"or rather "canon in D"

cheers! =)

叶咏梅 said...

wow! that's grade 3 and above leh. you are great, elise! me learning grade 1 version of "melody in F" by anton rubinstein. a very nice piece.

since young i've been listening to classical piano pieces without knowing their titles.You need lots of patience and passion to learn an instrument.

Elise said...

"Moonlight Sonata" by Beethoven... this piece is really really nice too! But then, it is quite difficult to play on the piano... have got to learn with patience. =)