Saturday, June 04, 2005

我是善变的。。。

wonder how many times i have changed the title of my blog. Kept thinking the title of the blog does not reflect the real me.

In my messy life, i've kept misplacing and losing things.

A) I have lost at least 4 handphones, a toy rat, a toy rabbit, a toy doll, a lot of cds, mds, dvds,notebooks, cards, earrings, $...

B) Lost contact with a few friends i should treasure (too lazy to keep in contact)

C) Lost more contacts after i lost my address book and my handphone

D) Lost memories of my past, things which i dread to remember

E) Lost my heart in a no. of courses and activities. (Didn't finish or continue my knitting, japanese, shorthand, website design
courses)

F) Lost a few kgs but have since gain back what i've lost

G) Lost my ability to differentiate what's good, what's bad for me

H) Lost $ but gain a valuable lesson.

The thing i hate to loose is my loved ones, my passion towards my life, my health and my ability to love and be love .
There are things which is lost and you hated yourself for not holding onto it, putting more effort into it.

What is lost is lost, there is no use crying over spilt milk. You juz have to move on. The reason for changing the title of my blog to "LOST AND FOUND" is becos i feel that one day should i leave the world , this is what is left behind of me. something very precious to me shall always live here. everything which i kept close to my heart, all my Lost and Found feelings , memories shall always be kept here, especially for you, the people i cared for.

Certainly hope you can find back what you've lost too.

6 comments:

Seraphim said...

u also lost a small blythe
at Heeren
hhaha.. i still remember

Ian B.K.S said...

失 去 并 不 是 一 种 选 择 ... ...
也 许 潜 意 识 你 根 本 不 珍 惜 这 些 人、 物 或 事 ... ...

有 心 的 话 ... ... 其 实 很 多 东 西 你 都 不 会 忘 记

叶咏梅 said...

Oooh! Sera, I nearly 4got i lost mini Blythe in Heeren marche...

Yup! Mr IAN. I can't agree more. We choose to forget or lost things which are not important to us. And also, when you have too much alternatives , you tend to overlook the details. Well, you will only know they are important to you after you have lost it.

Ian B.K.S said...

true .. renee .. but when U realised you have lost what you think you shoudl have have treasured . am afraid is too late ...so no matter what, treasure everthing you have now ... ...

DJ Kevin said...

....Lost a few kgs but have since gain back what i've lost...

hmmmm... i cannot even loose it. Im always finding it. How lucky i am.

叶咏梅 said...

Mr Ian, wat you trying to hint hah? You are planning to kidnap chiken is it? ???? and make mama worried till death, regret over not taking good care of me?