Sunday, January 06, 2008

谢谢你让我睡了五个小时。


这几天因为你的事,不断有记者问我关于你的过去。昨天回公司剪辑你我过去的节目“幸福快一点”的艺人访谈时,新明记者打来,我告诉自己一定要坚强地做完这次电访,因为每次面对记者甚至是面对朋友的时候我都无法在不哭的情况下说起关于你的一切。身为你相交十多年的老友,我必须让更多人知道关于你的好,所以我必须冷静。相比之下,你妈妈比我坚强多了,可以跟记者一直聊你的过去。对了, 我买了泡参给你母亲提神,你可以放心。

然后记者问,我们曾经来过电吗?如果你在,你一定会大笑吧?当时你和尤发主持节目时,尤发总会开玩笑地说我买早餐来给你吃,我坐在你的大腿上,我们如何地恩爱。其实,当时我在家听你们的节目。 玩笑开久了,听众都相信我们是一对。甚至后来还有听众打来骂我,mc那么好为什么你要甩掉他。我知道你对我好,我只能说,如果当时没有发生那件事,或许我们真的会在一起。去年四月一起值班的时候,你不时在空中说起我们的过去,甚至我买东西给你的时候,你都会说“thank you dear"。 连听众都问你是不是曾经喜欢我。但是,我们真的没开始过。

(谢谢碧玉昨晚借了陈百强的专辑给我。)我现在一边听他的歌,一边落泪,尤其是听到“有了你”。 当时你载我回家时,播了他的专辑,在 听到这首歌时,你很大声地唱出来还重复地播。今早重听时,我感觉你就在旁边对我唱。我们曾来电吗?这个问题已经没有答案。但是,我永远会记得那个晚上你把车停下来跟我聊天的情景。你知道吗?我喜欢坐你的车,你是个非常安全的司机, 外头风风雨雨,只要一上了你的车就觉得很安全很舒服。

昨晚在你的灵堂,我又不争气地哭了。我必须在星期一你出殡时完成你的怀念特辑。我担心做不好,做不完。我真的没有你的biodata,虽然网友帮你设立了wikipedia ,但我真的不知道从何着手。 我是你最糟的朋友吧。 后来,以为可以找到你唱的歌曲,但从你干弟弟那儿知道你都是唱现场的。要在这么短的时间,面对那么少的资料,成品可想而知。 目前我能做的就是把特辑分成几个部分,从你的朋友口中怀念你,从你的笑声和你的人生哲学中怀念你,还有从你喜欢的歌怀念你。就算做得不好,你一定要听,好吗?这是梅子送你的最后一份礼物。

昨晚找你的艺人朋友录音,好些拒绝了,更多哭了。 我也难受,我也不想,众艺人朋友们,原谅我的残忍。

你一定看到了,许多朋友都来了,初明和泰铭更是为了你忙进忙出,因为看热闹的人很多。初明的太太也忙着准备茶水糖果等。

他们说在星期一会有个band 在现场唱你喜欢的歌曲。不知道会不会有这首歌,我觉得这是属于你的歌,很贴切地形容你。电台无法播广东歌,我现在唱给你听。

有了你顿觉增加风趣
我每日每天都想见你
那惧风与雨那惧怕行雷
见少一秒都空虚

有了你顿觉轻松写意
太快乐就跌一跤都有趣
心中想与你变做鸟和鱼
置身海阔天空里

chorus:

并着翅在飞轻松自如
同吸清新空气
游来又游去湖海多美
抛开人生的顾虑

有了你顿觉轻松写意
太快乐就跌一跤都有趣
心中想与你变做鸟和鱼
置身海阔天空里

31 comments:

Anonymous said...

i have sent you an email through your gmail account. do read.

angela

Bored Dad said...

咏梅,

加油!你一定可以为MC King做好记念他的专辑。为了MC King, 你要坚强。做好后,请让支持MC King的影迷听众们知道播出时段。谢谢。

Anonymous said...

Yongmei, Be strong... Mc King is always watching you from high up... Therefore you have to overcome this and get back your happy smiles and he will then be relief...

Mikkahoo

Anonymous said...

yong mei,

+u

Anthony said...

咏梅,

加油!你一定可以为MC King做好记念他的专辑。为了MC King,MC King的朋友和他的支持者影迷。我相信你会做得很好的。
你要坚强点。
好让MC King高高兴兴的走。
我们会永远记得他的。 

Eileen said...

咏梅,

真的难以相信MC King 已不在。我们会永远怀念他的。

你一定要坚强。我相信你一定可以做好MC King 的纪念转辑的。加油,咏梅!

MEI said...

THIS FEW DAY I SLAO FEEL VERY SAD,N I ALSO DON'T BELIVED THAT HE WILL LEAVE US WITHOUT A WORDS, NO MATTER HOW HE WILL NOT ALLOW US CRY FOR HIM,HE WILL ONLY BRING ALL THE LAUGHTER TO ALL OF US,AND HE WILL FOREVER IN OUR HEART,STAND UP YONG MEI DON'T BE TOO SAD,HE WILL NOT ALLOW YOU TO CRY FOR HIM, BE STONG AND PRAY HARD FOR HIM.

Anonymous said...

Hi Yong Mei,

Be strong.

Only knowing MC King as a bubbly artiste, and occasionally hear your live afternoon show, I was sadden too and when read your blog with a pair of teary eye. I lost my brother in Mar 2006 in a similar fashion as MC King who just collapse at work suddenly and upon arrival in the hospital pronounce as dead....how to accept this as the day before was still talking to him?............ Life is such!! Unpredictable !!..let's care and love those around us and move on. Awaiting your special tribute to MC King Show....please air in a convenient time for most of us to follow though.

Yong Mei......take care and move on.

Warmest regards,
43 yrs old RT

Anonymous said...

Hi Yongmei,

I am sad to know that he have left us. But I am sure he is watching over all he so loved from somewhere peaceful and quiet.
So cheer up.

As much as he wants to be by the side of all those he so loved, he also hope that you guys can be strong and happy.. Learn to live a life that he always wish you all have..
Dun forget.. at least you once have him as a fren in life, and now a forever fren in your heart.

Kel

meow said...

Hi Yongmei,

Hope you can do your best for MC King...I like the song that MC like too...when I start to sing with the lyric...i feel sad. Take care.

Supreme said...

i am so sad, i cant read this anymore.. sorry!!!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

thank you

serene said...

Yongmei, be strong pls...same like you, when my best friend passed away suddenly, beside cried n cried, i wrote a lot a lot of letters to him everyday and burnt it after that, by doing so, i felt much better because it was like normal day i talk to him, sharing all my feeling.... the only different was he will never reply me...
Yongmei, i know you are very heart pain now but MC King will be more heart pain when he watching you from heaven, he cared for you so much when he alive, so pls, dont let him down ok?

Anonymous said...

Dont' know why until now still will automatically hope to see mc's new update! then suddenly remember no more!!! still very sad...

yongmei, you have so many encouraging and empathy from us...but we are "suffering" alone, noone will understand why we who don't know mc in person at all can be so sad...is tough to cry alone and miss mc alone....

i cried for many hrs and from the time i heard the news, i keep reading and reading mc blog and others....cried more when reading what mc's friends wrote and said...too sudden !!!!

Anonymous said...

yong mei, mc will be happier and an wei when he knows you buy for his mum...

pls continue to do so in future too and visit his mum...will be most difficult for her...mc being so filial ...is really very sad especially every corner in the house has mc's "traces"...especially in the night....his brother also very tough because noone to share burden and discuss with or go to...lost of family member, closed one is really very ....no words can describe.....

but the human shortcoming is after a while, those "not so close" will slowly forget the saddness, the "philosophy" eg, should cherish and be good to all around, we may be "gone" in the next moment without warning, so nothing seems important at all....but really, most will forget and be back to normal self...selfish, not understanding, impatient, nothing to "fight" (why office politics, liars, sabotage, etc)....
why must we treasure only the death and remember goods of the death but not when alive...

we still didn't learn our lesson because there are many cases when we feel very sad to depressed when tragedy occurs, eg the silkair, hai xiao,etc...but after yrs, most of us seems to feel only a bit sad or only remember but forget how grief or sad during that time...that's humans?!?!?

Anonymous said...

will anyone videocam the whole process of mc's funeral and post up? hope to take a look, if possible, at mc's last look....i am so sad until now still can't accept....but i couldn't go to his wake...

Anonymous said...

Yongmei, u married already right? Then why ur last few posts still mentioned abt boyfriend?

L-5 said...

咏梅,

加油!你一定可以为MC King做好记念他的专辑。为了MC King, 你要坚强, 节哀。He won't like to see u in this state.

谢谢!

Anonymous said...

Yong Mei, give yourself a certain time period to cry and grief and I am sure all your supportive listeners should be able to understand that you will be feeling sad, maybe even on air because of the closeness between you and MC (the gratitude etc...)

To those who are not understanding and want you to be "professional" on air, I think will be minimum.

To those, you could ask yourself if you will be able to be "professional" for a few hrs on live broadcast and in a room full of memories of him inside,i mean if the deceased is your real close ones and suddenly passed away...

please be more benevolent to Yong Mei, ok?

But Yong Mei, many of us believe that calling out to the deceased when the coffin is being pushed in for cremenation is not good for the deceased. The deceased will feel very sad and relunctant to leave. If you really can't control but cry, do it "quietly" ok?

Take care and send on behalf of all our listeners' wishes and thanks for MC tomorrow ok? Thks.

Writing out in your blog is also good for you.

Anonymous said...

God Bless

kennychu said...

不会给你压力说你一定会做好MC的专辑,无论做得如何,我们都相信这是你的一份最真的剪辑...因为你是MC最真的朋友!

Anonymous said...

In his last posting, he mentioned he is not the 红 kind of artiste, I DISAGREE!
What he did not realize is tat his name MCKING is as popular as many artistes or Correctly put, could even be MORE POPULAR than many artistes.
My husband who cant read chinese, cant stay more than 5mins in front of tv showing Chinese serials, Surprisely knew who MCKING WAS!
When i briefly broke the news to him tat MCKING died suddenly,he did not even asked me who he was, INSTEAD he asked me how he died, MEANING HE KNEW OR HEARD OF MCKING. MCKING WAS A HOUSEHOLD NAME,SURELY IT IS..NOW N FOREVER!
YM,take comfort tat your good friend MCKING is as 红 as many media corp artiste.
不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有。

doris

cuishan said...

very sad that tommorow cannot take leave to send him to wonderland however will chant for him prayers at home everyday ..he is so cute and kind..all the buddhas and buddhists gods will love him too.

Yao liu nei is one of danny chan's best song that i like too...guangliang pin guan sang this song before last time..too anyway yongmei continue ur good work and eat proper meals drink more tea urself too..
send our regards to MC king's mum..

I hope the video of his last few minutes before taking the "flight" will be kept for people who are his friends and family only cos its not very "polite " to broadcast his last departure widely on internet without his permission .we should.let him rest in peace...and fang xin de zhou...
after tomorow lets move on and not keep on calling out for him le ... keep him in our hearts and believe that one day he will be reunited with us somewhere he will be happy..believe ..

i know u must be thinking im a bit zixiang maodun..but nevermind one day all will be fine..donno why i look at "yi da li" i will be reminded of him also..anyway

Start taking good care of urself and dun get bullied by heartless men again .im sure when he see that u are truly happy ,he will be glad..

saw jiamin plucking mc wisdom tooth in one of his blog posting ,he looks the same after 9 years

Anonymous said...

hi咏梅姐,
寄信给你后,才看到你的blog. 拜5 我先生告诉我 mc king 过世,我吓到和不信,问他你哪听来的?他说听972。之后看新闻才信和难过,很可惜那么年轻。平时我很少看新闻,5号也等看他的新闻,6 号也等,可没报。你很伤心对吗?他和你搭档时,很爱笑,真没想到,真的太突然了。常听到某人好好的也突然过世了。我是个很会烦和伤心的人,如钱不见或生活不顺。现在我觉得,除了死,这都是小事对吗?很可惜,我不能去送。你有去吗?take care bye

jesseca loh

Anonymous said...

Anonymous 12.37am, may i know who is Jiamin?

Carol said...

咏梅,
你一定要加油..MC不会想看到你这麽伤心的.
你一定要坚强哦!!虽然MC不在了,但他永远都活在我们的心中..
等待你为MC制作的记念专辑..do let me know when you are going to play it...
+U..

Anonymous said...

很难过!他的离开是我们的损失与遗憾。这几天几呼无法睡好,老想到他的笑声和他说的话。你要加油,

Anonymous said...

to 冷血的 anonymous at 4.20pm,

Who's said after married cannot talk about boyfriend! Some more this boyfriend now already passed away!

咏梅只是因为怀念 MC King 所以才写的啊!有错吗?你真的很无聊耶!竟然那么不喜欢就不要看咯!没有人强迫你的!

NH

Anonymous said...

NH, i think the heartless bf Yongmei talk abt is not MC. Please make sure before u scold people. I not refering to this post.
I am refering to 4 Jan 08 post. Crazy sort.

anonymous 4.20pm
Tracy

cbd said...

well done !我妈听着,哭了.她不会开Radio的.所以一早叫别人帮忙开了,守候着.我则是一早打通,与晓英分享难过的心情和一股忿怒的感慨.MC KING 我会不停想到你的-每当拿起那$2面膜,和那几次的丧聊和狂笑,那也算是我们一起走过的日子.LAUGH ON MC KING ! CBD 小姐

Anonymous said...

may i knw what e song title that yong mei write in her blog 有了你....mc fav song?